Tuesday, December 13, 2011

waiting

I'm still here. Just waiting for what comes next. I have an appointment Friday morning for another beta and an ultrasound. Hoping this week moves fast.

I have a new fear today. The left side of my stomach is slightly tender when I press on it and I've had some very light pain there when walking. That, combined with my low-ish hCG levels is causing me to fear an eptopic pregnancy. I'm not planning on doing anything unless I am in actual pain, so I will just wait until Friday and see what we see.

I've never done well with uncertainty, but this takes the cake.

6 comments:

  1. There's a reason that Tom Petty's "The Waiting" is sung time and time again. I'm rooting for you and hoping for great news on Friday! In the meantime, take care of yourself. I know how easy it is to drive yourself completely insane with not knowing.

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  2. Sending lots of positive vibes your way! Waiting is the worst, I'm sorry you have to worry until Friday.

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  3. Waiting right here with you. I am praying blessings over you and that precious baby forming inside, praying that you get wonderful news on Friday.

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  4. Hi Hattie, I'm stopping over from Still A Guest Room. I just wanted to offer support and let you know that i was in your boat back in September. My betas were terrible and I had no hope, today I am heading towards my 20th week! Please don't let hope fade. I will be here cheering you on!

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  5. Waiting is so hard. Here are some (hugs) from me!

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  6. Big hugs. Sending strength and love.

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