For some reason I am feeling inexplicably sad tonight. Desperate even. Our next ob appointment is tomorrow. It's been 2.5 weeks since our last one, but it feels like a lifetime. It's really the first moment of this pregnancy that I have felt doomed.
I have no reason to think anything is wrong. I am almost 16 weeks and should feel great. But I'm scared.
It doesn't help that I am watching so you think you can dance and it's Mia Michaels night. So every piece is emotional. So many tears tonight.
Until tomorrow...
((((((Hugs))))))) Saying a prayer for you, Hattie.
ReplyDeleteI hope everything turned out well for you. I know that feeling only too well. Keeping you in my prayers.
ReplyDeleteI wish I knew the secret recipe for ridding yourself of fear. I think it includes a healthy dose only blissful ignorance. Unfortunately we know too much at this point. I hope your appointment brings some relief and that you can hold on to that for as long as you can.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you... hope today went well. ((hugs))
ReplyDeleteI know this feeling well. I had one of those days Thursday. Just know that there is always a new day and you will feel better. It almost never fails that the day following a hard one, is always better.
ReplyDeleteI feel your struggle and I want you to know that we are here for you to help and support in any way we can. Sending many positive thoughts - MissC