Friday, December 21, 2012

bas. ket. case.

I'm am a freaking emotional wreck. And that's pretty much all there is to me right now.

I'm scared to death of everything coming my way. I cannot see the trees for the forest. Every decision feels life changing. I cry. A lot. Ugly cry.

The physical symptoms and effects of pregnancy currently pale in comparison to the emotional side for me. I have got to get a grip. For my sanity and everyone else's.

So. Just wanted to give an update. Whew! Fun times around here!

34 weeks tomorrow and things are good with the baby. We did an ultrasound this week and checked my cervix before we were cleared to travel for Christmas. He is head down and growth is good. His movements are major and pretty fun. Only a few rib kicks and sometimes he will move and I get a little nauseous. But overall, it's fun.

Holding so many of you in my heart this Christmas. Whether yours is joyous, bittersweet, miserable, or any combination of the above, know that I'm thinking of you.


  1. I'm sorry that you're feeling so overwhelmed. I know that this time of year is a hard one, considering you lost your first child last year at this time. I would encourage you to talk with someone if you're still feeling overwhelmed.

    Wishing you a Merry Christmas.

  2. Merry Christmas! Hope this holiday brings some peaceful moments for you.